Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Patience is a virtue I am struggling with

I am a "need to know now so we can attack it head on" kinda gal. For the past two years I have had this unsettling urgency to do something. Unfortunately I just don't know what that something is or what I am supposed to do in order to figure that out. I just know that when it comes down to the stillness of life, my urgency is so strong that I can't find peace in it. I know that God has something for me. I know that one day this will all make sense, but it doesn't today. And right at this moment when my heart is longing for answers, I have lost my patience.

Oh, I know that one day this will all make sense. But it is always when you are in the middle of something that you are missing what is going on around you. I will snap back into reality soon and still just wait.

1 comment:

  1. Oh Britt, you will get it soon enough!! Maybe it's the test of patience alone that will one day lead to your answer. :) Good luck...lots of patience testing going on around here eh?